Why are these tears in my eyes, I feel so ashamed, so used, so hated, why did you do this to me Mesen, why did you touch me places you wasn't allowed to, why did you grab my neck, why did you pull me close and did dirty things to me. Why did you do it, I was only 14 and you were my best friends dad. How could you do this to me, I hate you so much you dirty bustard. I wish your family would believe what i'm saying, They'd see what a fucked up prick you are, Why did you call me a liar at court, why did you hire a lawyer, did you get scared out of your pants is that why. You know i don't care if i win or lose, because you'll be judged far worse somewhere else when you die and god is far worse than the court, he knows thats true and whats not so dont fucking try and deny it to him. *ps. this is my true story not a very good poem but it's expressing my feelings right now:(*