I can see it now at a fragile age your first love second love whatever love that you should want because you will not be denied, have never been denied. I used to rest my head between your shoulderblades and listen to you talking we all knew you were so brilliant. you are more than I will ever have the chance to be but I don't mourn for that anymore. I used to break down at the very mention of your name and shake, and cry it's been three years and still i love you.