eachday i search my soul as i remember my old life inside i am not whole but this gives me strength to fight i battle with the future the present and the past to become the better person that i know is in my heart if i truly feel this way i know i will accomplish whatever i set my mind too and there is nothing that will stop me but first i must find peace deep within myself nurturing the seed that will help restore my health till then i will stay strong focusing on hope for now i realise its up to me to choose to sink or float