Right now I don't feel too well. I feel like I was born in hell. My feelings are a big mistake. I cannot give until I take. I must escape this crazy world. Full of lies and pain and hurt. I must get out into fresh air. I have to leave this leaky lair. My head is throbbing full of pain. My eyes are filling up with rain. I cannot speak to save my life. Resistance is futile so swallow the knife. It's not like I can't leave this place, This angry world nothing but a race. I choose to stay and live the rest. Right now, it's nothing but a test. I'm drowning, drowning, in my tears That swallow all the hateful fears. I must give up and see the end. I can't just sit here, I can't pretend.