It seems like all I do is cry inside The tears just wont come out They stay inside and drown my soul I keep it all inside waiting to blow I replace my sadness with rage I cuss and scream at the people I love Never really meaning to hurt them But my pain inside is killing me All I want to do is tell somebody But no one will listen to my pleas I am lost and alone in this world I feel as though all I have is a knife I feel like this is the way to live my life To get a high from letting my blood pour out To get a smile upon my face watching the pain pour out I want to cry but the tears stay inside And all I can do is put on a fake smile and hide Like a coward, I will hide in the dark. Pretending to be happy When truthfully I will never feel happiness. And all I want is for someone to listen. But everyone is to busy to notice me. So I stay quiet and smile. While the pain lurks around inside my soul. As I let the pain and sorrow pour out. Till there is nothing left of me and its to late. And all I ever wanted was for somebody to help me!