This whole life I've Been trained to leave you alive Yet tonight I feel Colder than sharpened steel You could end My keen Murderous motions in morphine Stare in my Irenic eyes For a moment we can improvise Light up this Candlewick garden That leaves killers for pardon Inevibility arrives I sigh An existential lullaby As we lay I dream Never to awake my criminal scheme Never to awake... when long overdue Never to awake... before you