My addict I thought you had left me and went on your way. How foolish I was to think you wouldn’t stay. Just when I thought I had gotten over you. I find myself weak, not knowing what to do. Your familiar voice whispers in my ear, “Just one little hit to cover all my fears” Before I know it the glass is at my lips. Sending numbness into my finger tips. As you stare laughing at me in the mirror, My eyes try holding back the pain and the tears. Once again I have given into you. I really did believe that this time I was threw. Why can’t you leave me and go on your way? But your voice whispers to me each and every day. So I try with meetings and steps to leave you behind. But you’re always left lingering in the back of my mind. So I pray that today I will somehow see the light. And find the will power to win this never ending fight.