if you call yourself an atheist then chances are won't have any idea what I'm talkijg about and are likely to think I'm crazy (I am) but staying on topic, what I'm really trying to say is that I started talking to my cieling last night and fell asleep holding a bible that I don't believe in it was strange, to be honest and I felt rather stupid but all the same, I wouldn't prefer it any other way because it's nice to think to yourself that either you know something wonderful that all else have missed or that you are really insane and they haven't found out yet.