Oh mother, please forgive me I have ignored you for so very long, I have blamed, denied and mistrusted you I had forgotten you, for reasons all wrong. I was lost in a deep dark well in the gap, In a fog of loneliness and pain, So easy it was to loss the balance I now fight so hard to regain. I realize by denying you mother i was denying myself as well, When i was lost in the dark, the difference in directions were so difficult to tell. Much healing must take place now For we have alot of work to do, I know now the cause of my loneliness was me trying to live without you. So Mother And Father I ask that you hold me in your loving embrace, Help me find the balance and strength to this work with grace. Written by: Autumn Dawe?? May 22, 2002.