The difference is killing me ..not related to my poem ?! My concept of existence into the particles of the light Beyond the all chaotic mass of light Beyond understanding of mankind I called it Madness of reaching infinity I feel an inner voice’s calling on for reunion With whom I devoted my own existence If I gain mortality but I will achieve my own love The love is insight to see the vision of his face If mind can’t fathom any longer The heart can fathom forever For what I couldn’t understand Taking steps to love