I can feel my stomach start to churn with a fire only he can bring. As I see the car pull in the drive-way, I wonder if I can lock myself away forever. You turn the key, I feel so sick. My family asks me if I'm okay. He walks into the room. I tell them I'm fine.He looks at me first, sending another flame up my throat.When he gets done eating, he comes to my room. It's so cold. It's always so cold.