By Bily Foster Why do you throw it in my face that you bought me something in the first place and I'm still paying for at my own pace a pace you said was fine at the beginning now your worried that I'm off sinning I work late nights and you keep buggin' telling me how you miss my kisses and huggin' but forcing me to do things just makes me think you should say what your really wanted was slave to sit and do it your way are you trying to buy my love cause that fits as well as OJ's glove basically what I'm saying is that doesn't fit your purchasing power with me is quits I'll pay you back what I owe but after that, you better know I'll never be able to trust you again I'm sick and tired of having to defend I work hard and do my best but that's not good enough for you I guess I've been through this before you see and what happened then the fool was forced to leave I don't need people like you in my life demanding respect it isn't right You earn respect by trying to keep your word dispite what others say or what you've heard Other wise you'll end up alone but the bright side is you'll still have your throne Old and wishing you hadn't held it over my head regretting our life is over, until your dead You pushed and pushed for this relationship to start now all your doing is pressuring my heart Like your trying to make it burst with all this stress I feel so cursed Can't you back off and look at me and get out of your own pity party Look and see I've got problems too but at least I'm doing what I do I never know what to call you, friend or foe At this point in our lives I just want to let go But it's not my nature to leave Which is why I'll bitch until you see You say you think I'm unhappy how can I be happy with the way you treat me Relationships are about working together not which one of us is the better if you think this is a competition then destroying you will have to be my mission because it's not how much we make that counts it's if we can survive the bouts don't get me wrong I love your sole but I think it's time we let go I'll pay you off the debt I owe I took it on for wanting someone to love me so