Why do I hold so much rage Towards this world It's something that I Just can't let go of There's an anger seething Within my flesh Refusing the reality Of what I have done What relief can be found In the world of pain The only true escape is in The end I can't make for me I sit there gazing upon my veins Unable to see the truth within I don't want to live like this The world is filled with greed Jesus help me please Why can't I stand People that always seem to Find the faults with in others I'll never feel again The purity with in my soul I felt like the lamb was lost Leaving the void where innocence Once belonged Safety is no longer the favored option The line of perfection and insanity blurred No longer able to establish What is real The existance of truth hidden Never again shall it be known