i speak silent to be peacefully violent obediently defiant independently reliant as i contradict my own arguements i form my own line to conform to our time the storm i left behind is born into my mind i dont unlearn what i've been taught when i am taught i do not learn i only remember what i've forgotten or i forget what i remember of time i am no member because i act like a pretender i pretend to know to act this is the falsehood of all facts i hear the future by looking back i have everything i lack my eyes bleed as my wounds cry the nonexistant tears that form this hollow river as the earth begins to wither for those who chose not to choose they supposed the answer was confused walking for years in noone's shoes running from nothing i will never move when standing in the valley of the highest mountain's peak i strive to stay awake i only dream of sleep and fighting wars for peace give me everything... ...at least