when things were at there very low and i in desperate need of a friend, a special person came in to my life at random. i did not know what would become of a simple friendship. he was different and the vibe he gave off was like no other. i gently and slowly let him in my life in fear of what would happen. as he became increasingly a part of me, he showed me many things and gave me a different outlook on life and the world. i was still nervous and a bit frighten by the way he was treating me, as if he knew exactly how and what i need by just looking at mr. i vowed to never get close with another male from past experience, but i got close anyway. i got more scared for i had now liked him in more than friend type of way. afraid of what he would do if he knew. would our friendship end? he found out and said our friendship was to important to end because of feelings. i love this boy with all my heart and owe part of me to him. there is no way to explain how much he is everything good in life. to be able to open up with out being afraid of being judge is a lovely feeling. he was there when i needed someone the most and always seem to make things right. he is my role model, my family, my baby boy, and my friend. words can only express so much. you will never realize how much of an impact this boy has had on me and how much i appreciate it all. friends forever and always and lots of love