As I hold this coffee cup alone With waves of steam moving up I search for you . I think back to the times that were.. Where could feel, everyday in your eyes The special place you had for me . Never cared to tell The same I had for you.. Hoping you had known it, somehow . Never did the thought cross I'll lose you, somehow Even for a while . Still not ready to accept the fact Not seeing you, ever in my life. Your face is everywhere I search Maybe , somewhere .. Up in those dark clouds, somehow.