careening past control exhausted of this third rock everything passes in a blink dizzying speed can't even think got my hopes up everything seemingly according to plan an insanity, can't seem to understand suddenly lost, snatched away it's back to square one, gotta be done again damn square one, here so often, too often square one, damn this lothesome place there is one definig, shinig light some one to come home to, a warm bed at night this one soul, an anchor in a stormy sea brilliantly dazzling light, euphoric, invigorating inhale,exhale melt away searing scalding passion life is grounded, a respite in safe sanity strength from another, serenity unmatched life is quiet, life is tolerable all because of the missing piece of heart newly found from unexpected events fate is _______________