Each passing day, I reflect, meditate, I realize no matter how much I despise, No matter how much I hate, makes no difference. When I expose my inner emotions, Making wide open my intentions, I suffer your rejections. My frustration overwhelming, I continue to examine why I am tied to you. Thinking outloud how to hurt you. Contemplating ways to unleash my aggressiveness. Precious martyr, induce me father. I hate your cheap absolution. A better revenge there is none; You are beyond love for eternity. A better climax there is one; Your life in my hands, you are beyond redemption.