I used to drop sizzles From drizzles to missiles Speaking my thoughts in drops Without needing moments to jot And though b verbal inventions There were no signs of an intervention Then the smoke rises And my life appears With its mountainous sizes Of all my fears Oh I needed to change From my bitterness ways (Chorus) And now I ask for pardon For my many wrongs My intentions are solid Though you do not believe them at all But I try now again Today and until the end I shot many an egos Who flew as high as bald eagles With truths so hard to digest That I could not leave at rest Haughty in making point to point Mental pictures the innocent want to avoid Then came the dreams Of the broken spirits And to me it seems I’m the cause of it Damn I needed to change From these darker days (Chorus) I know it is an oddity Days, months, years No reason from me you suddenly hear The scary words of “I’m sorry” I know you are stunned How I blamed you for everything For the everything happening to me And now I clean it up all for once (Chorus/Ending)