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My brainâs dialogue (Free verse) by kawakurdi
My brain says: â
I am your brain
I am you
Yet you exhaust me
I must watch over you day and night
When you sleep, I donât.
I breathe your breathing
I keep your heart beating
I digest your eating
I process your pulses
I dream your dreams
I manage your memories
You are I
Yet I am not sure
You exhaust me
As if you are a master
And I am just a mechanical servant: an automat!
But you are not able to love anything I donât approve
You canât do anything, I donât authorize
Yet I feel I am bound by a meta-rule
I follow what you do
And you follow what I inspire
You sense a thing
I create a sense
You see a thing
I create a sight
I enjoy what you do
I want more. I inspire, incite, imagine!
Yet I feel I do not know you.
The way you do not know me.
You live in illusion, in delusion
You think you dream
You fancy
I change your fancies into fantasies
Your fantasies into fun-to-sees
You rejoice
You enjoy
You indulge
In illusion, in fantasies, in day-dreams
Look you are now driving in a crowded street. Heavy traffic. Already
late. Fed up.
You escape to me. To a tiny corner of cerebral cortex.
Up there through the leaves of this huge oak-tree
You see a strange cloud
A white cloud with very blue rims
This is the gateway of my escape: you reckon
You find yourself up there like a magic bird
The cloud is made of fresh mint, green leaves of an oak tree and boughs
of a willow-tree
All fresh with nourishing scent.
I want to rest here. This is my abode.
I go along with your fantasies
I feed them. I spin them for you.
Yet, I watch over you.
I keep your unconsciousness conscious.
Look out, man! You are about to crash!
I protect you.
You would be dead by now if I had not warned you in time.
You may be dead next time
Cause you exhaust me
You ignore me so often
I do not know you.
I donât know me.
What is this brain?
This soft, pinkish, greyish, bloody walnut controlling you through the
spinal chord?
Have you ever asked?
Does it ever matter?
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