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Writer's Block (Sestina) by Bhaskaryya
I clutch the pen in my fingers
And press it gently upon the paper.
I try to write something, anything
But my mind goes blank!
Is this what they call a âwriterâs blockâ?
I wonder but find no answer.
I desperately seek an answer
As I keep twisting the pen in my fingers
And with my other hand, fiddle with a wooden block.
I stare closely at the paper,
But itâs blank, totally blank!
I wish I could write something, anything!!
But I simply canât think of anything,
Million doubts echo in my head with no definite answer.
Never before have I felt so blank.
There was a time when words were at the tip of my fingers
But today, I can't catch a single one on paper,
Surely, this is what they call a writerâs block!
In sheer desperation, I throw away my wooden block
And in my futile endeavour to write something, anything
I crumble paper after paper.
I try re-arranging my thoughts for an answer,
But only end up unconsciously biting my fingers.
The paper in front of me still remains blank!
I rise and stare at the mirror with an expression all-blank,
And after carefully replacing over the table, my wooden block,
I once more put the jinxed pen within my fingers.
And thus restarts my struggle to write something, anything.
âWhyâ, I wonder but find no answer,
âCan I put nothing save nothingness on my paper?â
I scribble some nonsense on the paper,
Crumble it up and draw a fresh one, absolutely blank
I wish someone could give me an answer-
âHow do I fight off this writerâs block?â
âWhy simply canât I write anything?â
âWhat has immobilized my swift fingers?â
Itching for an answer, once more I throw away my wooden block,
The paper in front of me, though still remains as blank.
Incapable of writing anything, yet again I end up biting my fingers!
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