Wind me up

Wind me up Because I'm the jack in your head And tomorrow I'll be dead I got a first-class ticket to hell, full steam ahead You didn't want this to happen But you can't deny You never really tried And this gun, I will defy I weigh the ups with he downs Whats the point, this world wasen't made for me My mind has been depleted of sanity I pull the trigger and I'm free I fall to the ground, feeling numb I can see the blood All my memories come in a flood To me, this life was just a dud You came in and saw my corpse With a note clutched in my stiff hand It read: Forever I will stand As the fiend who this world has banned