Alone in the dark, waiting for this phone to ring, waiting to hear your voice , or just a pitch of your tone, but the phone doesnt ring, It hardly does anymore, Ever since your love died the phone bell died with it too... Its funny how its me whos always waiting, hoping or longing for a change. To the illusion of a man that once was, but now seems like a distant memory. A memory of an us that once was, with love, respect, faithfullness and no nasty stuff. How I long for those days. You I can not judge, but can not take the risk of putting my child´s jeopardy to. Because he is only a baby, and needs all of my stability. Why do you lie to me, Why do you lie to yourself. Dont you see that I only wanted the best for you, but you see me like an oger. A person that is always in your way. If you could only see that I love you, That I have saved myself for you, And kept my body, Soul and mind clean, For me, For you, For us, Why cant you do the same. Its always the same lame excuse, Like you cant take it anymore, Or its me, Or the pressure. Well I cant take this anymore. Its not me, because I love you and have done everything to help you. And if you cant take the pressure then walk away. Id rather be alone than have my feelings played with. Though I must admit, That I wait every single night, For the phone to ring, But I don’t think its going to ring tonight or that it ll ever will. As you walk away from my life, To one where only god can save you. No one else, but he And as for me. I will love your child as I loved you . My dear. And with this my heart dies and it goes to a place where there are no needles to mend it. Not even yours, its just too much …its just too late.