regarding some deleted poem...	7-Aug-03/3:38 PM
Crystal, If this story is the story of your life I urge you not to give up. I have been on the same search and have gone through the frustration you are feeling. Keep looking and keep being the lovely person that you are. Peace Joe-joe
regarding some deleted poem...	7-Aug-03/3:48 PM
Hey Crystal, Remember what I told you. We are so much more in control of our lives than we think. I believe that happiness is a choice that we make. Life is very tough sometimes and in fact can be brutal. Your feelings are extreme and I hope you're discussing them with someone in a position to help you. My wife and oldest daughter suffer from depression and as a teenager I struggled with many of the issues reflected in your writing. When I was 22 I became a father and my world changed. I began to realize that it was up to me to make the best out of life and somehow I did. I still have my ups and downs but I use humor and love to get me through each day. Oh the demons are still there for sure but overall I really love life. Peace my good friend. Joe-Joe
regarding some deleted poem...	7-Aug-03/3:55 PM
Crystal, I really liked this piece of work. Nice Job. 2 simple points: 1. Don't sacrafice your dreams for anyone 2. You don't belong to anyone. You are your own woman worthy of joy and happiness. I'm gonna have my wife read your work...you sound just like our 20 yr old daughter!! Peace Joe-joe