A frigid look An empty bedroom Living inside a dead mind I look out and only see black I am blind to colors that bleed bright The solstice of my life is over Solitude has begun I shiver at the thought of your frigid looks Pain is a remedy for my delusion You aren’t even there anymore Yet your stares turn my blood cold I wish you wanted me I wish you hadn’t forgotten the way I hate I died yesterday Today it’s just my dead body wanting Wanting to feel alive again