At one time I thought I couldn't be bought Now I need to rot Man you don't get it I once trusted you fully Now you're more than a bully God man it hurt the way I fell More than a schrapnol shell Worst of all no one to tell Maybe it just pissed me What we had is hitory It wasn't really you that hurt me Forget it, youre nothing now Momma I made a mistake Thinkin' he wasn't fake The pieces of my heart still No way to pay the medical bill No way for me to fulfill This shattered destiny No matter now it never mattered then I stopped feelin' pain a while ago Sittin here waitin' for my chance at death row Man what I did I'll admit it was low Even now I don't exactly care You'll back down from my stare So what you never cared 'bout fair How's it feel to know I'm above the rest Hey I learned from the best I can stand alone No need to think I'll atone