Why can't I have what I want? For once in my life Why can't I be the happy one? I'm tired of being alone And I know I'm not the only one that feels the same So why can't I find you? I know you're out there Where are you hiding? When will I find you? God, I hope it's soon I can't take another lonely night Times have been hard lately A shoulder to cry on is all I seek To know I'm your first thought in the morning Or your last as you drift off to sleep A goodnight kiss To hear you say "I love you" These are the things I miss So where ever you are I hope you hear me I'm sure I'll see you soon If only in my dreams.