This sickening feeling inside my chest It keeps me awake, won't let me rest I've got butterflies in my stomach and I feel homesick too I'm excited for no reason Is this what love does to you? I'm smiling on the outside I'm just so fucking glad So joyful about nothing Something I never even had If only for him to hold me If only he felt the same Then this sweet and sour sensation Wouldn't make me feel so lame I breathe so that oneday he may breathe for only me I want his arms to wrap around me My secrets to be free If only for one moment I'd be the happiest in the world For I'd have something/someone I've always craved for Someone as beautiful as Drew