Love. A thing of beauty. Of pain. Of hope. Of dissappointment. Of joy. Of sadness. Love hurts. Love heals. Love confuses. Love... ...just Is. How can you follow your heart when it leads you through pain? How can you trust your heart when it leads you through fire? How can you believe your heart when it seems to do nothing but cause you pain? There is one person I love. More than anything in the world. And so my heart leads me to love. And so my heart leads me to joy. And so my heart betrays me. For I love her and would do anything for her which means I can't do anything at all. Lost loves hurt. So I sit here. And I shut down. And my emotions fall apart. And I don't know how to keep going on. My heart has led me to love twice now. Twice now, my heart has led me to pain. And somehow, we're still friends. I guess that's all I can hope for. But I can't help but to hope for more. Love is dangerous. Hurts so many people. Even when not used as a weapon. And though she's kind. And Loving. And Caring. Her love has shattered my heart. And it's not her fault. And I don't know what to do. Can I hope for the best? Always prepare for the worst. Even though it can't get much worse. But it can't get much better either. And I don't want to live. And I don't want to die. And my emotions are in pieces on the floor. So much pain So much love So much sadness So much joy How I love the time we have shared. She's everything that I want. All that I need. And forever with me in my heart. But she's not here. And won't be. And I'm all alone in the world. And somehow, I'll make it to tomorrow. And I'll still love her. And we'll still be close together. And we'll still be forever apart. And my heart still has not learned a thing.