your not the first to hurt me i've been through many a pain probably more than some people can count on their one hand I was molested as a child and yes I was even raped the kids at school teased me and said I had an ugly face one brother was arrested for murder another in prison most of his life my best friend was even killed by her boyfriend who just went wild I had been through a paternity suit against the chief of police my marriage was a breakdown cause of abuse that went so deep I had to take my son to court to help him turn out right twice I even got engaged and they both got cancer and died I had two brothers killed in accidents separate years, but on the same day three times I tried to kill myself and I failed in every way I had boyfriends who used me friends and family have passed away all my life i've struggled with depression and I learned to live day to day so yes sid, you did hurt me and yes you made me cry but I know I will go on I am strong, I will survive.