Breathing has become very toilsome Typical joys of life have been lost. Losing all signs of being wholesome. Love has come at to great a cost No joy in sleep No joy in light Thoughts so deep A losing plight The heart plays a melody of death and pain. Choruses through the body singing as it’s brutally slain A whispered cry never leaves the soul Not wanting to try only paying the toll Searching desperately for relief or simple a way out. Emotions shattered on the reef only leaving troubles and doubt Eyes filled with tears looking over the dark murky sea. Golden waives exposing fears begging that God will set me free.