Written by Jason ~ James Subconsciously I lay conscious Thinking of This Unaware of my being Drifting from myself Yet fully aware of my pain Chaining me to my misery How can this be? Such Irony I drift away This Suffering Lying perfectly still Buried in Memories Burned Hurting of a love that never existed So why do I miss it Praying for a happiness that can never be Dreaming Then I wake up To Watch the Shattering Some time later Beneath the Silence Screaming of a burning sun There is this Hunger Deafening my already burst ears Forcing me to swallow These fears are merely doubts Doubts I can't put down Closing my eyes Wide Shut To see Beyond this Point With my mouth Wide Open Trying to Scream No Sound arises Curtains Close Lights Fade And I wake from this dream