It's hidden away in that dreadfull box What used to cause me pain and regret What used to cause you pain and anguish I wish some one could take it away Though the second it's gone I'd know I'd try to find it Some part of me will always feel it there That sickeing energetic hum of addiction That want the feel the craving Never stopping Every time it found me running I tripped Every time it passed by me hiding in the shadow I'd run after it I can't do this to me and you any more I can't bare the thought of how badly it got to be Wish you would just tell me it won't hurt that bad anymore Where's the truth in everything that happened Well I can tell it to you now Everything horrible in this life of mine Everything I try to not believe It's all there and now There's not another inch to the mile I can't run form it So in that box I've placed the pain In that box I've placed my one true night mare May it never revisit me and some how it's far from over