Blood slowly trickles down my hand. The source is my wide open veins. I' m Beginning to feel light-headed. Is my life going to end or begin in a new way? Why do people love life so much? What's the point of the hurting? So much pain, suffering, greif,and anguish. Whats the point? My heart begins to beat harder and slower, my breathing gets tougher to do. My body is paralyzed. Is this life or death? Is this the way you are supposed to live; in pain? Whats the point? Finally my heart stops and so does my breathing. Is this the end or just a brand new beginning?