she doesn't want to hear my voice or know the way i feel, she could care less if i'm alive or if our love was real i'm nothing now, an afterthought a thing that used to be, she's gone from here, i'm all alone so much for destiny but still i try, i reach for her why can't i say goodbye? i give my love, I get her hate who says that men don't cry? reflecting back on better days is all i ever do, these memories, they're all i have i wish she took them too they're pictures of a time gone by a girl i used to know, who loved the man i used to be the fool who let her go so here i sit, atop this ledge i see the street below, it calls to me, it beckons me i think it's time to go i never thought i'd end this way i thought that i was strong, she taught me things I never knew and proved that i was wrong while floating, falling, speeding down i think i spoke her name, just one last time i needed her then one last bit of pain.