horus88 Feb 2006

Hospital for what?
Ice? As in drugs?
As for Hedwig, yes, she's a horrible person
and needs a good doctor and some serious counseling.
She systematically destroys every good things she comes
into contact with. She needs medication, a doctor,
and probably a lifetime of therapy. Fortunately,
I've lived my life never needing a mother, or really knowing
her or her family so it's no skin off my back, and I'm a lot
better off for it. She covers all truth in treacherous lie,
like a thick fog that no-one can wake up from, but that
third rate witchcraft has never worked on me. Sad thing is.
It's not her fault it's her fathers, and his stepfathers fault the priest. Incest, and sexual abuse exists on many levels kiddo, and regardless, no child should have to go through it. Or the kind of head trips and double talk that comes along with it. I'm just happy to still be sane, and
healthy. With people like Hedwig out there, the world is
a dangerous place. You are a good boy. You never did anything
wrong. Kids aren't raised the way you and I were raised brandon. they are loved in a stable home, and given the truth
and a steady supply of love, education, and opportunities.
Not turned into abused slaves through lie, sexual manipulations, and FEAR. The reason Mother in I do not get along is because she has a dark force inside of her, and if she's around me I will not tolerate it. Think back to the night she lied about my father not being my father...
I have no tolerance for cheap liars, charletans, and pointless black magic. I love my family, and she has no place in it. I love this earth, and she did not bring me here, and she has absolutely nothing to do with how I live my life.
She's just an abused child running around in old lady skin, controled by a dark spirit that grandfather gave her, she tried to give it to me, but it never took. I know the difference between what's right and wrong. That's why life has shined bright upon me granting me the wishes and the light I wanted to be. She can never have that, but you are always welcome with me. You are my brother, and a part of me.
I will always champion you.


Love,

the oldest of many.