building dreams on misinterpretations digging a hole in this fragile heart I'm lifting myself up just to watch myself come crashing down it's so hard to see reality for what it's worth living in a world where feeling is too easy emotions rush forth so naturally forgetting to supress what rises in me why do I look for something to care for in somebody else crawl away from these taunting disasters let the storm roll over without interfering maybe someday I can live with the truth that lonliness is my only companion