I feel guilty. I'm not really listening.
I pretend to care. My mind is elsewhere.
Sometimes it hurts too much to say I miss you,
because I don't always mean it.
I go silent. No answer.
If I say I miss you, I'm talking about someone else.
I look to you for comfort and love,
because I can't get it from him.
I long for something true. Do I love you?
Am I using you?