I remember last year Jenn and I were a pair. We regarded highschool with fear. But her mommy said she couldnt hang out with me any more something about me being dangerous...my most dangerous action is ignoring my chore she said i was turning out like my mother what's wrong with that? If I turn out to be half the woman she is I will be proud of myself she said something about my brother doing his drugs and that everyone around me does drugs so i will too everyone around her does it too they are just shy and better hiders about 40% of the people that are at our school do weed or crack or cocaine she is just a fool she didn't see the pain on my face as she said it was my fate that i would turn out to be like them the 40% that get stoned my family and friends, are mine to judge i am not asking her to accept them... only me but obviously she never cared i wasn't her best friend if i was, she would not have left me standing here, bawling my fucking eyeballs out because i lost my best friend of five years because i went to her house one day without asking her mommy thinks im a bad girl... she listens to her mommy like a good girl... i can't believe she would throw away five years of friendship because my family does drugs... they always have... i will not do drugs... i will not get hi... the only drugs ive ever done are sugar, caffeine, alcohol (wine), and once when i was 6 a puff off of a cigarette and that is because the man i was living with at the time (my uncle) forced me and i thought i was gonna die. i will not do drugs... i am not dangerous... i can't believe she could think that... after five years as my best friend she should know me better than that i am offered drugs everyday but i say "no way and don't you ever dare ask me again"... to throw it all away because her mommy said so*shakes head* but she's a 'good little girl' and i guess that means do everything you are told, no questions asked like a fucking zombie from hell she has been brainwashed i swear... she has always been the 'good girl' though... and dammit i loved her like i will never love anyone else she was my best friend...*bawls uncontrollably*