Alone is how I feel. Depressed is what I am. Unhappy, foolish, heartbroken scared, nervous and lost. Cry is what I do, at night when no one hears. Hurting, hiding, losing trying to forget my fears. Staring at the ceiling hoping the pain will go away. Wishing that tomorrow never becomes today. Wanting to get lost, so that no one can ever see the pain and hurt inside my heart thats taking over me.