A sandcastle built on a beach And the tide coming in at speed To stand on front of this castle I need But protecting it is no easy deed. An uncommon emotion the same Fighting it is most often in vain This emotion, it cannot be named For this acceptance, brings a strangling pain. This emotion is most definately feared But like the tide, you'll never be the one cheered Leave us be emotion, let us be With your complications, we can never be free. But lost is what, I, have And this emotion is what I, now, have A strange feeling this is- never before Have I seen it, and for sure, never more. At first I felt userpt For knowing that I had it, hurt Some Irishmen have called it, 'An galar' And on my neck is an Irishman's collar. A galar? Not at all says I When I have this complexion in eye For this complex yet innocent lady Brings to me warmth, comfort and safety. Yes to her I feel I can speak And tell of what makes me weak For I know that with her it will keep So curtain, your future is now bleak. With you babe, my senses alive I feel all cosy and fluffy inside Skin tingles, hair jingles My head feels all stuffy and light. In a wave, this emotion- released Each part of my body is creased From deep inside, building like the tide I smile and feel good, alive. I can be at ease with you delicate woman With comfort, being at ease, I can Speak like a friend, hug at wits end I don't want to leave, not the end. Miss.H God damn you- it hurts Knowing loving yet leaving- it burns There I said it, yes I said it I love you, I love you girl. I hate myself for what I have done I thought it was only for fun How wrong I was, and you don't need this, because You know what's important, no need loss. Please forgive me, you know you're my Queen Then forget me, like some ugly scene You deserve so much better than me I disappoint- worse than a bad dream. I'm gone now, you're at peace And I have said my manys the piece Don't hate me, don't love me Just know babe- That I always loved thee.