September is the wrong time to go--
not cold enough for sorrow
and humidity disguises
grief's waste of salt.
Octoberâs rime finds me.
Out of warmth, I seek another heat
and bargain through another moon.
November's dearth shortens breath
and I hide inside,
bracing for the feast days.
I have held out against the fading light.
Dark within, dark without
I stow solace,
waiting for the out.