Pleasures and pains perverted and tamed, ancestors, incestors numbered and named, lazy, glutonous, amnesiac purposeless, malfunctioning focus, uniquity gained. Taken good care of by politics called "love" retarded defectives and mutants can rise above natural animal instinctive survival the biomechanisms of impeccability. So, for ages inbred a freedom like lead twists manacled weight down onto my head. Supported, dependent, lamenting, lamented, psychosis cemented to living 'til dead. Free time abounds piling up in great mounds that the faults of my life can be hidden by grounds set to crumble - dry muffin sent assunder, befumbled. My steadfast denial scores the the cancer some rounds.