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No Easy Way To Be Free (Free verse) by Bonehiss
Iâve walked the long corridor
Of space and time,
Long in tooth,
Long in suffering,
Longing to break free,
No longer bound
By the agonizing chains
Of this wretched curse
Burning inside my veins,
No longer parched
By an unquenchable thirst,
Sated only by the blood
Of fallen humanity.
Before the Sphinx first crouched
Upon this world of strife,
Before Babel divided the nations,
I clouded the hearts and minds of men,
Their souls I filled with sorrow,
As I stalked the shadows of the night
With blood stained teeth,
Sharpened on centuries of corpses
And on the bones of newborns
Torn from the comfort of their mothers arms
Their wailing vanishing with them
Into the silence of the night.
I fear only the burning light of day,
And those few souls,
Armed with mere cross and stake,
Crude instruments of their faith and calling,
Who track me down,
Both day and night
With a savage relentlessness
Equal only to my own.
They are the hunters,
I am the prey.
Always looking over my shoulder,
Forever on the run,
I pause only to feed,
And to rest before the fire.
The children of the night,
Giving me comfort with their song
And watching over me
As I gather up the strength
To fight another day
Just one more day,
Should fate bring one along.
But I grow so very weary,
With the burden of centuries upon me,
Haunted by memories of a former life
Fading in the mists of time
I am lonely.
For I too was once an ordinary man,
Satisfied with ordinary pleasures of the flesh,
And I remember with dim recollection
Many things that trouble me
I remember a thing called love,
That brought with it
A peace that passes understanding.
I remember the face of one so loved
And her love for me
And the life we briefly shared
Until I was so awfully stricken
So now the time has come,
To end this sorrowful existence,
And find release from the curse
Thatâs been with me for so long.
So here I stand, upon this rooftop,
Trembling with fear
In the cold winter air.
With eastward gaze,
I await my destruction
By the light of encroaching dawn,
And my long sought relief
As I shuffle off this immortal coil,
In a blazing fire of dissolution.
The light of the rising sun,
My executioner,
Shall soon find me,
And if only for a moment,
As my falling body takes to light,
I shall burn as one with the cosmos
And embrace with glad heart
My long awaited deliverance.
But suddenly I hear a raspy voice
Rising up to me from the street below.
A soiled and tattered figure
Shambles out of the shadows.
Clutching his bottle of cheap wine in greasy hand
With head cocked in bewilderment,
He looks up at me
Squinting in the glare of the streetlight
And slurs:
âHey buddy?â
âWhat the hell ya doing up there?â
âYou crazy...hic⦠or sompthin?â
âYouâre gonna break your neckâ
âCome on down here and have a nip on me.â
My mind sharpens
My pulse quickens,
And without hesitation
I make my descent on leathery wings,
Ripping and tearing with joyful abandon.
Its over in seconds.
With bloodied face I look up to see
The first rays of the morning sun
Creeping over the horizon.
Wincing at the pain, I think to myself
âHell! What difference is just one more day
going to make anyway?â
Fleeing, I find sanctuary just in time,
In the basement of the tattoo parlor
On the corner of Fifth and Main.
And so it goes.
The curse is always with me.
Driving my every ambition.
Shaping my every desire.
With a life all its own,
Iâm just along for the ride.
For I am Vampire.
And for me there is no easy way out,
No easy way to be free.
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