<~>10 Apr 2003

piggy, i got that. a poem like this will get you chicks. when you battle your demons for *love*, chicks dig it.

as for people thinking you're a freak, so what?
i'd rather that, personally. stir things up a bit. maybe get them thinking. so, when i wrote my oedipus stuff, i posted it. personally, i hope they do find me freakish. because i'd rather be that than complacent any day.

it sucks that your dad was afraid to show loving kindness. it really does. but that's no reason you should hold back, especially if you feel yourself wanting to express it. sex is so much better when you can forget about perceptions and enjoy the other person, and how you please each other. lavish it on, piggy. it's good to love. trust me. and girls put up barriers too, so it's a double-fuck until you find someone you can let them down with.

i'll have to give you the edits later. got no time today. send me your email, and i'll send you a more complete commentary. xo, z