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Bible Quoting Fag Killer (So it is said) (Free verse) by Blindproject217

Looking about at the desolate streets I am alone My ideals that have been told are true Are burned before me As nations rise to take power Many protest I stand behind the truth that I know I cling to my reality I am afraid Afraid to open my eyes And see nothing To see the emptiness that motivates The lost about me But as I look in the mirror Im not ashamed I know who I am And you hate it And I hate you for the pain you give I hate you for hating me And Im lost in the hate that consumes me And my ideals that were crushed Are thrown back in my face With a note that condemns me With only a question An inquiry that asks How are you different from me? With my life that shows The opposite of my beliefs How can I be different? In a world that doesn’t want me to be You wanted to know why Im different? Why I refuse to open my mind? Cause your relative stance is inadequate To fill what I need inside With your agnostic screams of tolerance With your humanistic stance With all that you have With all that you are You’re nothing but a pawn, controlled from afar

Blindproject217 2-Apr-03/10:32 AM
Im not condoning hate, Im angry and I get lost in it. As soon as that happens the world convicts me "You call your self a Christian?" NO I call myself human. Im trying to follow my beliefs but its not easy (nothing is). You think that I actually like trying to be righteous, sometimes I dont even want to try, I want to go and do everything Ive been brought up to know is wrong. I wanna go kill every person who makes fun of my convictions, I want to curse out every guy who pushes me around, I want to not worry about sin and forgiveness and all the other Bible crap. But I look at the bigger picture, I see Loneliness and suicide, I dont want to live an empty life, I want to feel meaning and purpose. Something Ive never had until now..Look, I could argue all day until im blue in the face, but Im tired of it. Im tired of trying to prove myself all the time. Im not even going to retaliate anymore, there is 1 of me and a 100 of you. Ill just post my crap and pray for all you. I done want anymore enemies, Ive got enough at my school and my nieghborhood. Ya know why? Cause I wont smoke pot or steal, And you say that am intolerant? You say im a crusader, you call me a fag killer? Ive never hurt or hated anyone for disagreeing with me, I don’t hate homosexuals, I don’t hate people who disagree with me. I just tell people what I think because I don’t want to see them in hell.




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