Now that your gone what do I do? You want to move on but I only love you. I cant believe this happened but it did. Its true, true that my life is messed up and screwed. I dont know what to think nor do or say. But I know what I wish for, a better life, no pain. No one can understand how I felt yesterday. No one knows how I still love you today. Today tomorrow and the next day on. I love you until the end when we are both gone. Still what will I do until that day comes? My heart hurts bad and my body is numb. My head aches from heartaches of my lost love. Also in hopes of one day being together one day up above.