Its so hard to let you go And I try to take it slow Even though the writing is on the wall Its so hard to pretend not to see it all Its been a lifetime since you went away And I still remember it like yesterday Shouting at the top of my voice ???Don???t let go??? as if you had any choice Watching your blood soaked face How I wished I was in your place Clutching your hands and I knew It was all too good to be true Holding back my tears Trying to ignore my fears I pleaded, prayed-anything to make you stay But nothing I did mattered that day You could hear my stutter You felt my shiver Broken, I started to cry ???Please damn it??? I said ???Don???t die??? The serenity on your face As if we were in some magical place The heart being torn apart on the inside The reassuring look on the outside And then it came The storm that put out my flame As I felt u slip away from me And all I could do was only see They said it was peaceful and I should move on Then how come my storm still rages on The night that has no dawn is my pain Is this what happens when you are going insane I remember you saying ???Live Life??? About giving it all and to survive I???m trying to take it slow But its so hard letting you go