you ask me how i am i smile and gently lie inside i am just screaming my smile is my cry my laugh is fake and hollow my happiness is rare eachday is just the same and it is too much to bare my tears are always hidden but inside they drown my soul for me true loves forbidden and it keeps me far from whole my heart is like the ocean pure, deep and blue crushing my emotions like the deepest depths can do i rest now in the darkness on the seabed floor i pray that you will save me and bring me back to shore