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I Have, Because I Am (Free verse) by flock
I have walked for twelve days straight
With a sprained ankle.
At the time, I carried 18 kg on my back and
I was struck by heat exhaustion and diarrhea.
I have clung to the side of a mountain,
Hoping that a small clump of grass,
Which kept me from falling 400m to my death,
Did not break and thus spell out my demise.
I have crept along a 800m-high precipice,
Wondering if I should carry on to the top and
Risk falling at any moment.
What a wonderful view I saw from the top though.
I have jumped across a crevice, and in doing so,
Saw how close I was from meeting my fate.
I have seen others do likewise
And felt their relief as well.
I have crawled in the dirt many times,
Hoping that I could escape what had befallen me.
I have stood on mountain-tops and
Looked out as far as I could in every direction.
I have looked over three mountain ranges to see the horizon,
But saw only a vague haze.
I have watched clouds gather and
Fall like a thunderous cough onto a dry earth.
I have seen birds build nests.
I have seen plants grow
Between small cracks in the rock.
I have watched ants wake up and
Start a new day of hard work,
On a sunday.
I have heard ants chewing on wheat stalks.
I have seen a spider weave a web with
Skill and intent unrivalled by any human.
I have heard the birds waking at dawn.
I have watched the moon fall into the sea.
Twice.
I have looked up at the stars.
The very same stars that
Explorers before me have used to navigate the seas.
I have navigated through
A mountain shrouded in mist.
I have seen human traits in animals.
I have seen animals in some humans.
I have seen someone hate another.
I have seen another love someone else.
I have nurtured.
I have destroyed.
I have built towers taller than houses.
I have been given a lot.
I have had a lot taken from me.
I have been the center of attention.
I have been shunned.
I have cracked under pressure.
I have prevailed under worse.
I have been tired.
I have spoken to strangers.
I have been robbed.
I have had my self-worth broken down to nothing
And then built up again to be stronger.
I have done the same for others.
I have watched as my mind slowly drifts away,
Only to grab hold of it at the last minute.
I have pushed my mind and body to the limit several times.
I have done evil things, of these i am not proud.
I have people I care for.
I have people who care for me.
I have made friends.
I have been alone.
I have laughed.
I have cried.
I have lived
I have,
Because I am.
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